Wacking off

I must admit that it is very hard for me to break the habit of masturbating. I can be reading a book or minding my own business and all of a sudden I will come across a nice looking dude and my imagination runs wild. Before I know it I’m caressing my tool sometimes with lube and sometimes dry. There is nothing like a nice session of dry masturbation. One hand is on my dick and the other with a couple of fingers in my ass really gets me going. I want to buy a dildo but it will difficult explaining this to my girl. Too bad she isn’t into strapping it on and pounding my tight ass. Like I said initially it will be very hard for me to stop masturbating. I often fantasize about pounding a nice ass real slow while kissing ever so softly on dude nipples. There is goes again getting hard. Let me stop before I back at it again. I guess I’m just a freak, because of how I was turned out when I was you, even though I really don’t want to be defined as a freak. Can it be that this is my alter ego?

Ineligible Player

I have been ejected from the game because I fouled out. I guess that makes me an ineligible player. Since I have been naughty all year its time to be nice. My time on the bench will allow me to reflect on ways I can improve my behavior. My new year’s resolutions would involve less masturbation, internet gay porn, imaginative lust and include more reading, developing my inner-ness and enhancing my relationship with my wife. It would have been nice to have a good night of romping in the sack with a sexy dude to send out 2006 but since I have fouled out its time do the right thing. I’m going to do my best to keep my hand off my dick while thinking about fucking, getting fucked or receiving head from a nice looking dude. Let’s see what the year brings. I would like to hear from you. Chat with me at
apourhomme@hotmail.com

Creamy, milky supple skin

I want to understand my sudden attraction to Caucasian men who have somewhat narrow rangy built bodies. When I see slender cream sugar complexions it just drives me to a great place within my own imagination. The smooth skin kissed by beautiful soft hair and accented with gem colored eyes causes me search around within myself of how I can make my fantasy a reality. Oh just to be able to smell your natural pheromones and to allow our skin to resemble day and night is what I desire. I realize that most men are restricted by the circle of trust around the third finger on the left but it still doesn’t keep me from fantasizing.

Let me know what you think at:
apourhomme@hotmail.com

Roaming in the Night

I want to walk during a breezy somewhat warm damp night. Slip on my sneakers and a pair of comfortable athletic pants –no underwear of course. The outfit can be topped off with a nice long sleeve snug fitted t-shirt. The walking will allow me to move freely in the night without any worry of being spotted with a hard on. Oh the comfort of this freedom. Chances are I will meet some nice pal walking the dog, jogging or perhaps roaming with the same motives I have. Interesting in talking a walk with me?

Another admirer

I walked to CVS for bottled water and passed by the pharmacy department and saw this guy and knew he would be a perfect candidate so I removed the magazine that I was using to shield the imprint of my definite mushroom and outline of my cock leaning to the left. He looked at my cock immediately. I heard the pharmacist tell him his order would be ready later today but he went to the sitting area so that he could get another look. Now that I knew I had him hooked I kept walking by so that he could get different angles such as full frontal and side. Then I decided to be bold and just stood right in front of him and watch him just stare. I took it to another level and said “so do you like what you see” and he said “yes very nice.” We exchange email addresses and I went to stand in line to pay for my water and saw him then leave. I think he was waiting for me to approach him. Needless to say we are email buddies now and he told me he just wanted my cock in his mouth the minute he saw it.

Too Close for Comfort

You saw it and it took everything for you not to touch. I know you were so close you could see the pulsating of the head but you had to compose yourself. “I can’t touch him because I don’t even know him even though I like what I see.” It’s only seven inches and very thick. I wasn’t sure if I had your full attention because of course you didn’t want anyone, not even me, to notice that you were looking at my cock. It will be on display again soon. Hopefully you will enjoy the view.

Man’s best friend

I find comfort in the fact that men are now bonding emotionally without the stigma of being labeled “sissy”. I’m glad that guys are no longer brainwashed into believing that they don’t need a male buddy. Our fathers were distant, unaffectionate and emotionally closed resulting in early death or other major health problems while our mothers out live everyone. Thank goodness that the doors in our culture have been opened and it’s now cool to hang with my dude friends to discuss anything. Thanks Augusten Burroughs for your having the courage to be there for us “new century men”. Chat w/me at apourhomme@hotmail.com

Missing Link

I recently read the following opinions. I believe there’s a missing link for the guys who register 3 on the Kinsey scale.
Let me know what you think about the following comments. I will be checking my e-male and look forward to hearing from you. apourhomme@hotmail.com

Kenneth Hill, who co writes the weekly “Straighten out” column for AOL with his hetero counterpart, Jeff Simmermon, says that “gay men can get laid in 15 min – 30 minutes tops – if we really want to. Even ugly guys. There’s no comparison. When you talk to straights about it, they practically sink down in utter despair at the inequity.

Dan Renzi, a journalist and blogger ( and former MTV Real World gay guy) believes that straight guys “are jealous that gay sex includes blow jobs by default.”

The most common gay envy I get from straight guys is simply that single gay guys can have sex and not expect to be called the next day.” Says Andrew Sullivan of time.com

Opinions courtesy of Details Magazine 9-06

Let's do it

The guy a couples doors over on the reverse side is so interesting. Ever since he saw my bulge when I went to check the mail he has been sending come hither no stay put messages. When I see him the second thing he does after speaking is look at my groan. Then there are other times when I completely ignore him and vice versus. Trust me I love the attention but some would say it’s too close for comfort to hope that we could have a sack in the hay but I feel we’re adults. Why not just take care of each other by having a real good releasefest and go back to our prospective places. Is this possible? What if the sex is so intense one of us becomes clingy or what if its terrible, meaning one person gets off and the other doesn’t? Then this might be a problem or could give us a second op to make it right. Let me know what you think my emailing me at apourhomme@hotmail.com

A package for pizza

Technorati Profile

Boy was I hungry and didn’t feel like going out in the chilly atmosphere. I was comfortable in my athletic drawstring pants, no underwear of course. I decided to order pizza. To my luck, thirty minutes later and nice looking delivery guy appeared at my door. Slim fit, brunette, six o’clock shadow, in his mid twenties stood Mr. Piazza himself. I opened the door and my bouncing bulge begins to thicken. I accept my pizza and he begins to look at the obvious – slightly protruding dangling bulge with a defined mushroom tip. “Oh wait I forgot your tip let me get it I say.” He waits but never takes his eyes away from my groan. He takes the tip and as he walks away says “thanks for the extra tip.” The pizza sure was good.

Come Quick

Hurry up and come quick. I need to be rescued from this sexually oppressed state of being. I know I have the power of my imagination that can help me with this insatiable appetite for that passionate relationship in my head but this body of mine is starting to shake and yearns to be expressed with a stranger with similar desires. I’m lonely and I can’t just let anybody hold me but I need to be cuddled by you because you’re feeling the same thing. Let’s indulge in physical tangents that will be our therapy to our suppressed and maddening lust. If this is ridiculous and oddly arousing you know how to reach me. I’ve been here waiting to for you (apourhomme@hotmail.com)

The Closet

Excerpts from "The Closet" story about Senator McGreevey GQ Oct issue

He lost. In high school and college and law school, he had sex with men – scores of men – but dated women, advancing the straight guy image that he believed his planned political future was dependent upon.

“I think everyone goes through different emotional cycles, myself included”, he says. At times I was angry with myself. I said, “How did I sacrifice everything that I’ve worked for, for such a relationship, such a seemingly stupid relationship, an illegitimate affair? It goes back to, you know, when I acted out of truth and integrity I produced good things, and when I acted out of fear and secrecy I produced bad things.

Let me know what you think. Chat with me at
apourhomme@hotmail.com

Right Fit

I’m jealous of your clothes because they touch you more than I do. The kind of touch that’s comfortable, relaxing, warm, sensual and cozy. I envy your socks because they caress your feet better than I ever could. I admire your soap and shampoo because they lather away stress and revive you in a unique way. Come into the fitting room to try me on to see if I fit. It’s my wish that I can touch, caress or revive you better than any of the things that come into contact with you more often than I do.

Hard at work

Boxers are very comfortable because it doesn’t restrict movement. Boxers briefs are good for support especially for large packages. Briefs are for boys because they just don’t know any better. Bikinis are sensual and a good turn once undressed but bare naked is the absolute shit that grants exceptional freedom. Being hard at work to some would be embarrassing but why would a bulge be offensive? Men don’t hide, tuck, and disguise your bulge because it’s the true essence of being male. Hey Dick good to see you’re proud to be a man.

Attraction

They were attracted to each other and nobody seemed to notice. The meeting was called the people were present and the speaker had took the stage. The guest of honor has begun to speak and I noticed that his eyes often connected with a colleague whose responsibility was to assure his visit went smoothly. Where did the attraction begin? Was it when they were initially introduced or did they just now recognize it? The guest at times seemed uncomfortable with the look, maybe he feared that someone noticed and he was right. The guest is only here a few days. The sun will rise and fall many times before he departs. The night only knows if they will meet the absent need I saw in their eyes.

Hunter

Fear restricts, binds, immobilizes, ties and stops the possibility of progress. Yes it takes courage to expand your horizons. Realize that you are a man. Men are hunters by natures so get your tools out put on your camouflage and hunt. Refuse to let fear interrupt what you're secretly passionate about.

Your eyes tell me

You liked what you saw. You’re observing the fact that I’m going commando and then you look in my eyes to confirm what I’m aware of already. You say nothing with your mouth but your eyes tell me everything I need to know. Your eyes reveal to me if only I was alone when I saw you, had courage, wasn’t predisposed, really knew it was okay to approach you, then and only then would I utter the words. I understand you look forward to seeing me again- guess what the feeling is mutual. It’s just a matter of time and opportunity. Until then its seven inches and very thick.

Let me know what your thinking at apourhomme@hotmail.com

A Different Look

Noticeable changes to one’s hair or facial features can make an admirer take a second look. With this second look the observer can be turned off or their fondness can be increased. We must learn to enjoy the second/different look because it allows one to see the different facets, character or personality. Since I’m an admirer I still enjoy what I see besides if you’re fascinated by someone you’re not easily turned off. Show me another side of you because I will be looking closely or from a far. The difference looks good on you.

When the other team scored

There wasn’t much time left in the game. It was a close score only a three point lead. So I risked it all and threw it up hoping that I could score. To my surprise the ball was intercepted and the other team scored instead. How could I be so close but yet so far? When the opposing team celebrated all I could do was cringe. The time had expired on the clock. The game was lost but fortunately it’s the beginning of the season and I will practice harder with hopes of winning the next time.

Riding in the back

He walked in the vestibule with his hair slicked back and boy did it shine. He didn’t show much emotion on his stern chiseled face. “Mr. Gray?” he said with a thick Columbian accent. Eye to eye revealed his almond colored eyes highlighted by soft black full eye brows. “I’m Javier with Oak Tree Limousine Service, are you ready?” Following him to the car allowed me to see he spent time exercising. Needlessly to say, the ride to the airport was one I will never forget. Now, I can’t get enough of hot Columbian coffee.

Story inspired by someone I saw who had wonderful hair and beautiful eyes

Touch

Never underestimate a touch. The slighest touch can give great insight. A touch is defined as to come into or be in contact with; to affect with some feeling or emotion. I learn a lot just by the slighest touch. This brief encounter often reveals feelings that words cannot utter. Soft, subtle and unplanned touches are very interesting. Do you feel what I feel? Did you sense what I sensed? Never underestimate a touch. I look forward to touching again.

chat with me at:
apourhomme@hotmail.com

We Could Be

Can I talk to you for a minute? There’s something on my mind that I want to say.
When you see me walking what do you think and when you look into my eyes what do you see? What do you think about us being friends? I’m digging everything you appear to be and I was just wondering if we could be friends? A man deserves to have another man as a friend, one with like interest and understands what being a man all is about. I’m willing to take a chance not because being rejected feels good but because the chance of finding a friend is worth the risk. I’m not desperate but just in need of male bonding and its obvious you liked what you saw. I will keep it out there so you can see it again and don’t be afraid to say something because I very approachable. There’s nothing like a good ball game.

chat with me at: apourhomme@hotmail.com

The Look

It all starts with a look. You're looking at me and I'm looking at you and we're really unsure of what we should do. Are you thinking what I'm thinking? Probably so but who will have the courage to make that bold move? Perhaps we will keep looking until one of us has the courage to take it to the next level. I didnt realize until now that a look is a unique form of foreplay. By the way, you look good and its obvious you liked what you saw. I'll keep it where you can see it whenever you want and you dont even have to say anything because its all in the look.

Chat with me at
apourhomme@hotmail.com