Wednesday, December 27, 2006

Wacking off


I must admit that it is very hard for me to break the habit of masturbating. I can be reading a book or minding my own business and all of a sudden I will come across a nice looking dude and my imagination runs wild. Before I know it I’m caressing my tool sometimes with lube and sometimes dry. There is nothing like a nice session of dry masturbation. One hand is on my dick and the other with a couple of fingers in my ass really gets me going. I want to buy a dildo but it will difficult explaining this to my girl. Too bad she isn’t into strapping it on and pounding my tight ass. Like I said initially it will be very hard for me to stop masturbating. I often fantasize about pounding a nice ass real slow while kissing ever so softly on dude nipples. There is goes again getting hard. Let me stop before I back at it again. I guess I’m just a freak, because of how I was turned out when I was you, even though I really don’t want to be defined as a freak. Can it be that this is my alter ego?

Ineligible Player




I have been ejected from the game because I fouled out. I guess that makes me an ineligible player. Since I have been naughty all year its time to be nice. My time on the bench will allow me to reflect on ways I can improve my behavior. My new year’s resolutions would involve less masturbation, internet gay porn, imaginative lust and include more reading, developing my inner-ness and enhancing my relationship with my wife. It would have been nice to have a good night of romping in the sack with a sexy dude to send out 2006 but since I have fouled out its time do the right thing. I’m going to do my best to keep my hand off my dick while thinking about fucking, getting fucked or receiving head from a nice looking dude. Let’s see what the year brings. I would like to hear from you. Chat with me at
apourhomme@hotmail.com

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Creamy, milky supple skin

I want to understand my sudden attraction to Caucasian men who have somewhat narrow rangy built bodies. When I see slender cream sugar complexions it just drives me to a great place within my own imagination. The smooth skin kissed by beautiful soft hair and accented with gem colored eyes causes me search around within myself of how I can make my fantasy a reality. Oh just to be able to smell your natural pheromones and to allow our skin to resemble day and night is what I desire. I realize that most men are restricted by the circle of trust around the third finger on the left but it still doesn’t keep me from fantasizing.

Let me know what you think at:
apourhomme@hotmail.com

Friday, December 01, 2006

Roaming in the Night




I want to walk during a breezy somewhat warm damp night. Slip on my sneakers and a pair of comfortable athletic pants –no underwear of course. The outfit can be topped off with a nice long sleeve snug fitted t-shirt. The walking will allow me to move freely in the night without any worry of being spotted with a hard on. Oh the comfort of this freedom. Chances are I will meet some nice pal walking the dog, jogging or perhaps roaming with the same motives I have. Interesting in talking a walk with me?